If I kiss you where it's sore, will you feel better? Will you feel anything at all?

What do you want from me? Just tell me. I mean, you want me to quit? Is that it? Look, I don't know how we got here. I don't know what happened. I had a plan, but now I don't. And I have no idea what to do. All I know is I wanna stay here, I just wanna stay right here with you as long as I possibly can. I'm trying to figure out what the right thing is and I don't know. I don't have any idea how to get there. I just need you to tell me, okay? Can you just tell me, please? Just tell me what you want me to do.

17 Octombrie

I say goodbye to this chapter of my life and I look forward to what comes next...

You’re a jerk, jerk, jerk. But I like the sound of your voice.

What comes next?

"I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes, the bodies way of saying I trust you to be by my side at most vulnerable time, you have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies."

Sucks.

You know what sucks? Realizing that everything you believe in is complete bullshit.

Someone once said that...

Making love is above and beyond words. Making love is not about two people, but about two entities. It's about the feelings, the emotions, not the flesh. Making love harbors an entire range of emotions.. you go from shy to passionate to wild and all that in a matter of minutes, seconds. Making love is caring for the other so much you want to be a part of him or her even if only for so little time.

Catharsis

- Cine este ea?
- Este fata cu mainile mereu reci.
- Si ce inseamna ea pentru tine?
- Cineva special.
- Dar tu ce insemni pentru ea?
- Nu stiu.
- Ce ti-ai dori sa insemni?
- Ceva mai mult decat persoana care o incalzeste. Vreau sa o invat sa zboare.
- Iar ea?
- Sa fie pauza mea de la realitate.
- Dar pauzele sunt scurte, iar realitatea inseamna viata.
- Visele ei inseamna viata, ele m-au inviat cand eram ca si mort.
- Si cand pauza se va sfarsi...
- Vom reveni impreuna, tinandu-ne de mana.
- Si daca ea...
- Ar afla?
- Si ar vrea..
- .. sa fie a mea?
- Chiar asa!
- Ce n-as da...


- Cine este el?
- Este cineva..
- Special?
- Altcineva!
- Cine?
- Baiatul cu mainile mereu calde.
- Si te incalzeste?
- Mereu, doar ca..
- Ai vrea sa fie ceva mai mult?
- Da, as vrea.
- Sa te invete sa zbori?
- In timp ce-i arat lumea mea.
- Crezi ca i-ar placea?
- Are nevoie de ea.
- Si lumea lui?
- Am reveni impreuna, tinandu-ne de mana.
- Doar daca el...
- Ar simti la fel.
- Si crezi ca el.. ?
- Doar sper.